I need some help figuring out these lyrics

[weldman]

I have two snips from a song here that have some questionable lyrics to my ear.

specifically, after "And how you've hate it" in clip 1
and after "we lay under the stars" in clip 2

http://www.tindeck.com/audio/my/uehc/lyrics

I need someone to listen to the audio and figure out the next line which I cant seem to make out.

BTW, google wont pull anything up
It's an original track.

[Michael Render]

Sorry, it's gibberish to me. I tried changing speed, changing pitch and filtering and still no luck.

[daveybabes]

I know how ure frustrated
And how you've hated

Going around on a merry go round over lying Phil and i wanna hold you give you ----- (who is Phil?)

We lay under the stars

We told ourself we are fine you look at me a while - Ben ..... ???

So She's been on a merry go round over this lying Phil bloke and she looked at him a while Ben..., so she must be named Ben, or maybe she is a he ? ? ?

[weldman]

I know how ure frustrated
And how you've hated

Going around on a merry go round of a lying Phil and i ----- (who is Phil?)

We lay under the stars

We told ourself we are fine you look at me a while ???

1st one dead on
2nd one sounds close enough to me haha
...I think haha

Edit, actually the first one changed after listening to it like 30 more times...
sounds like "Going around on the merry go round of life and I"

the second line still sounds off but I may get something out of it after listening to it more...